Saturday, April 9, 2011

Weak side

Qi outside a high temperature, just out of the body to feel tired creamy, Xu Yi gratuitous while irritability, hurry, stopped a taxi and got in, cool feeling came, it was quiet a lot of heart.

"Master, Commercial Street." Xu Yi throw one, then they no longer speak, lie on your back with eyes closed up.

"Now the thing is more and more, do not own a computer it is very easy ... ... not, in any case, I had to buy a computer." Xu Yi secretly wondering, the last bite with the decision, then his face appeared on the helpless expression, "I'll be three days, and now buy a computer, Mom and Dad certainly would not agree, also, bought a computer, if not basically crippled networking is no different ... ... Oh!" Xu Yi, so I thought more and more sad face, I thought now is really not free, work outside the home before a single one, go nuts on how, really happy!

Ga gave the taxi stopped at a commercial street corner, Xu Yi am still did not come up with what another way, and had to temporarily put the years behind, paid to have patience and slow pace brilliant blue store.

Commercial Street is not at this time two months ago can be compared, is simply different. The weather is so hot now, is still the pedestrian shopping street in the constant shuttling to various stores we shop between a bustling scene. From time to time, and Xu Yi Qi Bafen can see the beauty of a pretty cool dress had insisted on a small flower umbrella floating in the air, shed all the way to fragrance.

Watching a beauty to wear halter out of sight among the Xu Yi got into a brilliant blue clothing boutiques.

Store, Li Yan in greeting a young woman of about thirty years old, and Sulan is wearing a dress just to do the dressing mirror in turn before turning, pulling here that Li Titi's.

Xu Yi came up behind her, and changing the voice exclaim: "Miss, you wear the clothes very beautiful."

Sulan already seen from the dressing mirror Xu Yi, hear his words, the white of his eye, smiled and said: "glib!"

"Beautiful young lady, I said, but truth. Ah, if coupled with the point here is even more beautiful lace."

Sulan eyes lit up immediately than than: "a good idea, my sister adopted me."

Sulan into the dressing room, in which asked: "today do not give Xiaoyu class?"

"Are on the high end, I do not have something to teach. Now she's more than enough English to cope with exam-oriented education, these days the way I taught her a few days of the computer." Xu Yi back in the dressing room outside and looked at Li Yan skilled to cope with the ladies come in shopping, she greeted the DPRK side, Xu Yi smiled back.

"I heard you where in her occupation of her computer all day, did not give her any kind of class, most of the time she was a person in the self." Sulan from the inside out, changed a little conservative clothing , sky blue shirt and white suit pants.

"Well ... uh ..." a little embarrassed Xu Yi, who took over from Sulan down that she had just changed clothes, followed her, "Lan Jie, is interested in developing my self-learning abilities of her, and then my teaching methods and usually you are in the classroom, but there are very different. do not believe, then you can always go to the test on her current level of English. "

See Xu Yi Su Lan look like a serious, good laughs: "Well, well, I know your methods of teaching art. Tell you a joke, do so carefully."

"Lan Jie, you are questioning my work, and I am of course worried. Now I have the honor to complete the task you gave me, and now you can finally cross out. If it were not you let me go, I was too lazy When the tutor to do what. "

"Make it sound like I'm ill-treated you like, the beginning of the month but as long as you teach, how fast is almost two months now, is you could not bear it."

Xu Yi Ha twice no longer speak, the words from the Su Lan, Xu Yi is definitely the girl that completely betrayed itself, anyway, its too easy to do this tutor, but also on the net for so long, he is not expected to took the money, you really want to figure it has to go out ahead.

"Xu Handsome how have so much free today, ah, do not accompany your little Valentine now?" Li Yan finally finishes his side, but also leans to the side.

Xu Yi saw her go over here to know what to say if she had, indeed, and always summoned up the courage, he heard the words to the first large, heart resolved to some day have to make it clear with her words, to save each days to get the jokes yourself, if heard by Yan Yu, really may be what happened to her.

Therefore, Xu Yi, said this very seriously: "Yan sister, I hope you do not take me and Yan Yu said the two things, I am here once again that very seriously, she and I are just ordinary friendship! you say I would not mind if her misunderstanding on the bad, you know, a lot of misunderstanding is produced. "

Li Yan suddenly shocked, because Xu Yi in front of her had never been so serious, they usually used to create a ruckus, she did not expect Xu Yi suddenly turned serious today, looks very scary.

"I ... ... I am not a joke to you, you do so seriously." Burst heart just felt aggrieved Li Yan, has been unexpectedly strong, she burst into tears, just finished sentence, his eyes began to sting some acid the.

"Little Yi!" Sulan glared at him and quickly to comfort Li Yan, Xu Yi she also felt a bit too much, and at the same time, her heart was surprised, Li Yan did not reveal a long time but now the weak side, and no Xu Yi tone somewhat important thought of a passage so much power.

"He usually is the man ... ... ... ... not seen him so bear joke will not work ... ..." Li Yan that this time can really feel pity, feeling increasingly strong cry, though their effort to hold back, finally dropped a few tears.

Sulan he kept winking at the other side to apologize over comfort Xu Yi, Xu Yi is no way but to obediently Peixiao past. Li Yan today he is not unexpected reaction to her character, really hard and the weak link, and tears, in these days, brilliant blue also encountered many difficulties, but never seen her exposed side of this, many times, and she performed better than men to be strong, as if she were never the dictionary, "feminine" word.

Xu Yi did not make all the stops to obtain Li Yan's forgiveness, but fortunately this time there are customers, the Li Yan had to adjust the mood to greet customers, it is a fat woman, but at the moment Xu Yi think she cute.

"Today you how it? How this and Yan Yan to speak?"

"What really is too much? I just do not want me and her Lao Shina Xiaoyu joke, you should know that if misunderstandings are really in trouble."

"You get along for so long, you really did not feel a thing for her?" Sulan pop up so one.

Xu Yi Su Lan looked surprised, as if to confirm just this sentence from her mouth to tell you.

"Say. Do not say it is a feeling?"

"How is it possible!" Xu Yi big hand wave, "Do you think she and I got along well in this respect it? A generation gap." Xu Yi is a completely old-fashioned look.

Sulan long been accustomed to this tone of his, although his words do not match and the young, but he feels very much consistent with the temperament of the people shown. However, Su Lan still can not help but smile Yanzui: the "generation gap? Do not you think saying this is contradictory?"

Xu Yi a look of helplessness: "I mean psychologically. Lanjie, do you think she will probably talk to me like you do?"

Sulan confused by Xu Yi's surprise attack surprised a moment, his eyes flash of panic, looking down in silence, but busy hands of the clothes.

Xu Yi a little disappointed, but did not further speak. In fact, his heart was afraid, afraid of being rejected on the Sulan after confession, it is difficult for him to accept. Li Yan He ran to the other side, to help her greet incoming customers.

For the feelings, Xu Yi can be said is almost blank, including his past life. As Bin-bin, he can say there is no fallen in love, yes, only time only his crush on someone just wishful thinking.

Volume II Chapter 37 if nothing had happened

Xu Yi's eyes filled with a smile emerged out of a face, she will speak with a pair of eyes, skin, jade, Bai Jie, the only fly in the ointment is that from her eyebrows to the nose piece, there is a shallow scars, it is long, but not obvious at first glance, people will not notice this detail, because they have been infected with the girl smile.

She is a past life Binbin the same table, is a very good girl. Her optimism, his face full of smiles all day long; her outstanding achievements, has been champion in the year; her versatile, well versed in singing and dancing, as if all students regardless of where the central figure; she was beautiful, the United States have some soul-stirring, so that people feel inferior, although the defects left his face a little bit of childhood, but this is not the slightest impact on her beauty ... ...

Bin-bin, and she at the same table the last three years, nearly three years of his career is still vivid in my mind at the same table, the same as what happened yesterday.

Bin-bin was in many classmates can only be described as mediocre, not only did not looks, more money. In Binbin eyes, she is like a superior goddess, people can only look up. So start playing, even the Bin-bin not keep any of her illusions, he is not deliberately look for opportunities to speak to her, secretly on the desk in my mind drew a military demarcation line invisible, not overstepped.

Until that time, she gently touched his arm Bin-bin, smiled and said: "Bin-bin, can you help me talk about this topic it?"

Bin-bin in mind though a little surprised, but his face did not show what he glanced at her book, originally a teacher just talked about a math problem, he was surprised that this topic is not very difficult, arguably, She do not know does not exist.

But Bin-bin has not refused, but carefully explained to her a lot. Help people feel good, Binbin enjoy this feeling, not to mention the object of her.

With the first there is the second time, she asked Binbin with increasing frequency, and the number of Binbin talking more and more, and Bin-bin in order to cope with her problems, had to play normally spend transferred out of the time spent learning, unconsciously, his grades have very greatly improved. Binbin English is simply a mess then, but later she asked the question of which account for an increasing proportion of English, so learning English began Binbin Inferno ... ...

Looking back later, Bin-bin came to understand her intentions. Her grades are so good, how would there be so many problems is not difficult. But their was indeed stupid silly point will not tell.

The first year, Bin-bin, and she established a good relationship between students.

The next year, Bin-bin, and talk about anything she became "brothers." Under the influence of her, Bin-bin has a large degree of change, but also cheerful personality a lot, it is steadily increasing performance.

The third year, Bin-bin has also become the eyes of the "top student." Meanwhile, he has the mentality of her subtle changes, he found himself hopelessly in love with her.

In peacetime, they still like each other to recite the text as before; spoken English dialogue exercise; see the funny side of the teacher or classmates and understanding, as the right one, give a knowing smile; bet at the time the final exam period who lost will come host a party ... ... but there eyes of these behaviors in Binbin some additional explanation, before his brother that the feelings between the changed, became Nannvzhiqing.

Binbin see her eyes changed, her smiles have become concerned about it, she was pleased Binbin to happy, sad she sad Binbin also, at that time he was extremely contradictory, because he did not know whether the other themselves have such feelings, which makes him feel that they are dirty, alone in the experience the taste of the feelings, tarnished the former brotherhood. He repeated to her confession, but he did not dare. He was afraid, afraid of being rejected.

If their own how to do after being rejected?

The thought tormented day Binbin. Still done as before, nothing had happened brother? Absolutely impossible! Bin-bin is clear this point, once the confession fails, they may even have to do the brothers did not. And now is the critical period, Binbin know that she is preparing for university, but also worried at the moment confession would affect her studies.

Worry about the outcome under study Binbin state becomes low, less efficient, results naturally slack.

Careful, she found a Binbin exception, repeatedly asked whether the statement, but looking at her eyes full of concern Binbin eyes, mumbling, the final was only silence.

She is angry that Bin-bin not to give her as a friend, not like a man haltingly said Bin-bin. She began to speak deliberately and Bin-bin. First stop for a while, she will not help asking, but Bin-bin is still silent, and later, she was really angry, so the cold war between them began.

Bin-bin feel neglected by the pain, but he still did not declare.

In this way, the Cold War continued.

The second semester, the class for a class, the teacher took the seat first thing rearrangement, therefore, at the same table two and a half of them separated, she was assigned to the front, while the results of the bin to drop Bin ranked behind.

Time seems to really dilute all. Binbin often buried in the back watching her learn, watching her and other students slapstick, his face filled with smile. However, it has never seen a side to the Bin-bin.

Although only two of them separated by a short period of less than ten meters, but they felt that they were soul Binbin distance farther and farther away, far too painful for him.

During that time, not how to listen to music like Bin-bin like a song, and he repeatedly listened to the song, just inside the pain and confusion. Guang Liang new album that is a song, the song is called "if nothing had happened," Binbin happened to hear her sing this song, and immediately loved it. Just feel and mood of this song much like their current mood.

You seldom read a book recently turned over several times

What you do not adhere to become silent

Your lips are not just a sentence, said to me

Hiding your eyes in the shadow of another

Suspicious or wrong I see your face

Reason not to suspect that flooded all but I find it difficult to explain

Because I love you I can if nothing had happened

Did not want to listen to the words not pursued

We also embrace each other

All thoughts turned out to be two things

Why should you face if nothing had happened I

Leave me, you can be honest with yourself

It is difficult to clean up memory if nothing had happened

Ironically, not only to face the reality

Two brothers originally pro after the strangers, this state continued until graduation. Binbin achievement and family situation of his decision only directly to social work, and she got his wish to admitted his dream university. Since then the two have never spoken to nor met.

After graduation, Binbin feelings for her did not cool down over time, but more profound, long-suffering, he finally find a way to find out her address, Gv years, wrote a letter to her . Letter, Bin-bin finally opened gently to her own heart.

Hard to wait for half a month later, Bin-bin finally received a reply, it is not an empty letter envelope.

Empty envelope!

Bin-bin took the floating of the envelope, my mind went blank. He finally got the answer, a clear answer. Bin-bin this time the feelings of despair he. Because in that letter, Bin-bin afraid of her dilemma, offered if the answer is no, do not write a word, directly back to an empty envelope on the line.

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